Jun was asking me whether I am too lazy to update my blog. Yes and no I guess. I never did know how to write to keep to a certain degree of privacy. My thoughts can get quite emotional and malicious at times haha and I do wish to keep them hidden. In additional to the fact that I was never good with describing my emotions with flowery words perfectly. It's a hard time trying to get what I'm feeling/thinking across to people, that's why I hate chatting online too. Further more, I dislike reading my past posts as I feel so childish and often wonder why I'm writing like that at that point of time. Like reading the posts I wrote after my breakup. It seems childish and really annoying. But I guess it's part of my growing up. I will work harder, to live up to the image of the Lord.
It appears that my fangirlism has died off alittle? I enjoy fawning over the guys and all but it's seems more complicated than that now. I would hate to see any of my girl friends hurt over unaccounted jealousy and misguided gossips.
The parentals have started spring cleaning. Plans have been made to get a new sofa and to do up the toilets! I'm estatic before it's been so long since we've done these together. The rate of dinners have been increasing exponentially too! I'm really happy!
And tadah, let me show off my wall of beautiful memories! More pictures to be hung! I ran out of clips hee :)
Today I discovered that my ex has gotten himself married. Shotgun or not I don't know. But he's only 3 years older. Meaning he's 24? Oh crap, I'm just shocked. Well he's got the money and all. But ..... Give me a few days to recover from this shock. Haha
Jun was asking me whether I am too lazy to update my blog. Yes and no I guess. I never did know how to write to keep to a certain degree of privacy. My thoughts can get quite emotional and malicious at times haha and I do wish to keep them hidden. In additional to the fact that I was never good with describing my emotions with flowery words perfectly. It's a hard time trying to get what I'm feeling/thinking across to people, that's why I hate chatting online too. Further more, I dislike reading my past posts as I feel so childish and often wonder why I'm writing like that at that point of time. Like reading the posts I wrote after my breakup. It seems childish and really annoying. But I guess it's part of my growing up. I will work harder, to live up to the image of the Lord.
It appears that my fangirlism has died off alittle? I enjoy fawning over the guys and all but it's seems more complicated than that now. I would hate to see any of my girl friends hurt over unaccounted jealousy and misguided gossips.
The parentals have started spring cleaning. Plans have been made to get a new sofa and to do up the toilets! I'm estatic before it's been so long since we've done these together. The rate of dinners have been increasing exponentially too! I'm really happy!
And tadah, let me show off my wall of beautiful memories! More pictures to be hung! I ran out of clips hee :)
Today I discovered that my ex has gotten himself married. Shotgun or not I don't know. But he's only 3 years older. Meaning he's 24? Oh crap, I'm just shocked. Well he's got the money and all. But ..... Give me a few days to recover from this shock. Haha
